be the one.

2011-05-26T23:03:00.004+08:00

Graduation Day.

The day I finally graduated from NP. Reminiscing the school days I had, the days I we used to wait for bus 61, the days we were at atrium waiting for lesson to begin, the days we were in the library, and loads more.
For the past 3 years, my heartfelt thanks to my friends who added fond memories, be it about school or life. :D
And today, I never regret in choosing polytechnic route. And tomorrow, I hope I won't make a wrong decision.

I'm lazy to upload the photos. will do it pretty soon, i guess?

2011-05-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

I am damn packed with the amount of workload I am currently having. gosh, this is insane. I know it is better to have things to do than nothing at all. But mine is totally insane. I am glad that I'm still surviving, but I am still quite stress during work. ):

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place?

2011-05-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, when the road you're trudging seems all up hill.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns, as every one of us sometimes learns, and many a failure turns about.
When one might have won had one stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow--You may succeed with another blow, Success is failure turned inside out--The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

2011-05-19T12:27:00.012+08:00

Fast and the Furious 5 movie was ultimately great! I would actually enjoy watching this, can't wait for Transformers: Dark of the Moon, which my guess is that it'll be equally great.

Other than GV gold class, I wld wish to try the Cathay Platinum movie suites. It is perfectly pleasure and comfortable, am I right?

PARTY WORLD.

opps, he is devoted in the song. (;

I love the foot massage, though it was extremely itchy initially! Reminded me of fish spa at BKK, great feeling but v v itchy! HA. BUT I WANT TO TRY AGAIN!

There are loads of songs available, and we just kept singing, but DOM sang more than me this time round. Things changed, I still rmb I was the one who sang the most when we first went to IP's party world.

Oh ya, how about the drinks.. We ordered bourbon coke and tasted quite strong. HARD LIQOUR rocks kayy. (: Never get drunk before, wondering what kind of feeling wld that be? Hopefully there is a drinking session next time, I am on. HAHA.
After that, we met jon late night and headed off to west coast for pool. my skills rock my socks/toes, haha. But good games actually, though I dont really know how to play. -.-

Oh and i dint know that the place is so close to Clementi, till we crossed the overhead bridge and walked some distance, and there we are!

Went to watch tjp's competition at hougang sports hall. We reached pretty early, and stoned there to watched people warming up.. Time flies. The match started, second set was pretty pretty close, tjp's team had a very strong fight with them cos of their awesome spikings. Seriously, a very nice spike I saw and wow, you did it!

Overall, it was a very good learning experience for them.

Trained down to C'wealth for dinner. Was discussing about zoo's trip, which I even forgot when was the last time I went to zoo.
In the meantime, waited for jon to join us. It was seriously funny when jon mentioned about jay chou's songs, which he categorised all of his songs as EMO. totally agree, the specific eg was the 'tui hou' MTV, which both of them described until lmao.

Anw, we bused to ghim moh to look for daryl, then stefen, and went for horlicks' session. lOL. Great, but cant finished cos i felt so bloated yest.

horLICKS. :D

There is no scarcity of opportunity to make a living at what you love; there's only a scarcity of resolve to make it happen.

The size of the future you actually experience will largely be determined by one factor:
people you choose to connect with.
When you invite people who are truly committed to your growth into every aspect of your life, your own potential for growth becomes truly unlimted.

- Dan Sullivan

j: bring things back to the part where we first began.

2011-05-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

Managed to see a doctor last week, realised that my stomach is pretty weak. ):

): ):

2011-05-07T21:32:00.015+08:00

My stomach is killing me over the past few days. I hope my stomch will get well soon.

USS's trip last week was amazing. I dint know there is such an awesome place to go, and of course, who you go with matters most.

My saturday was spent fruitfully. (:

All these while, I've been learning and growing in any aspect of my life.
Everything happens for a reason. Things go wrong so that we could appreciate them, and given the opportunity to prove to each other that we can achieve it together as one.

Sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.

I sincerely hope things would work out between us, it is the sweet memories we have had that captured our souls.

2011-03-11T22:55:00.005+08:00

BANGKOK!

BANGKOK. After 3 years of poly life, one must enjoy life. Yeaps, decided to go BKK after much consideration, though the flights and accomodation are more exp than going to taiwan. partly because we had booked it quite late, .., but we booked in early jan!

Whee.. I had so much fun at there, shopping, shopping and more shopping! And food brings me to heaven! there is one restaurant located at MBK, it serves very sumptuous dishes! I also tried fish spa in a facial shop, which now then I discovered it requires much courage to put your legs into the water, and endure the 'itchiness' from these 'doctor' fishes.

After all, what is best is shopping! shop till you drop! I almost fainted at chatuchak, as I did not have breakfast cum the scorching sun literally drained my energy away. But still, I was blessed that I did not have breakfast with 3 of them, who went for hotel's breakfast and ended up laosai for almost the entire day. sounds that I was pretty alright, ya right, I had the same problem on the following day. I have learnt new things, not much of their cultures, but their lifestyle. and thailand drivers are really much better than in s'pore!

What cannot be missed in bkk are Tuk tuk and thai massage, I love them!

Lastly, we miss BKK. I am still having my holiday mood though I started work on the very next day after my arrival.

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I miss BKK, forthcoming trips pls!

What's my life right now?
It marks the crucial part in my life in the beginning of this year. I am going through another phase of life. I wish to enter into a local uni, or prob overseas uni if I could afford it. I received an offer from uni of Melbourne. I hope I still can stay in singapore!

2011-01-14T10:42:00.007+08:00

OH great, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOM!

Dom is such a great name. Celebrated his birthday at marina sq's thaiexpress followed by spore flyer. (:

Before the dinner, I walked all the way from city hall train station to thaiexpress just to make a reservation for 2. it's more than reserving a table, I asked the manager if i could leave the birthday cake with them. yay, that is my ulterior motive! Meanwhile, he was on his way to suntec. I was done with this surprise.. and anticipating the outcome of it. (:

Woah, it seemed that we ordered a lot of dishes..

the dish on the top left hand corner is a complimentary pineapple salad, and the only main course is just next to it. The rest are side dishes; black pepper soft shell crab & chicken in broth soup.

After dinner...

The waitress helped to light up the candles and also brought the cake to our table. deeply appreciated. :D

He was surprised that he asked me how come they have 'glace' cake. He thought they bought for him. I was wondering is there such a good thing on earth?

I told him the whole process of bringing the cake to here before i met him. (though it was a very small surprise for him)

his fav japanese choco cake plus his presents (armani exchange's shirt and braun buffel's wallet).

we had our dinner and also brought the remaining cake home for his family. (:

(:

Our next stop is to board spore flyer for the very first time!

Lastly, this is our homeland! took this pic while we were 1650m away from the ground.

There's more awaiting trip for me!

A day after work, a day of tireness.

After being an intern for the past five months, I have finally understood the feeling of work and after work. It's better to be a student!

2010-12-11T00:28:00.004+08:00

December! It's the month of joy; giving and sharing season. anticipating xmas lunch with colleagues, celebrating xmas eve with my beloved friends.. ;D

The year of 2011; it's gonna be another learning curve for me. Preparation is the key! :D

okay, i shall stop blogging because I have to complete my interim report which due next week.

lets enjoy the month of dec with your family, friends or colleagues. :D The world is nice, if you are nice too!

2010-11-08T22:07:00.006+08:00

I've just submitted my periodic report 1. it was a great start.
On the other hand, 3 more reports to go over the 4 months.

It isn't a major issue to me, though things are going wrong on the unseen surface; hidden. Sometimes its really good not to know than to know... maybe until the day it happens, i will probably still be reactive than proactive to these issues. As for now, one's self-awareness is the best solution to amend the situation... (:
side track...I am cont to learn, perhaps at a slow, and a steady pace. i am not a professional, yadadada.

Why do humans always oppose themselves?
A typical example would be when you are studying, you feel like working.
when you are working, you feel like studying. Why do we contradict ourselves?
This is pretty sad, cos i am one of them who always feel this way.

but now, I want my sore throat to heal.....................

(:

2010-10-24T22:57:00.007+08:00

The sun will rise and fall 365 days a year.
What you choose to do in between will determine many things in your life.

This story alone has inspired relatives and friends to realize an age-old truth: Time will go on regardless and it waits on nobody.

This story was about a guy who wanted to study, however, he needs to work full-time. One day, he approached to the school and asked 'how long does it takes to complete a course'. The person replied : ''seven years for studying part-time". The guy was amazed and felt that he would be old (he is only 25 yrs old by then). However, the person told him the most significant words he will never forget in his life:

"IF YOU DON'T TAKE ANY CLASSES. WHAT WILL YOU BE DOING 7 YEARS FROM NOW?"

These words hit him like a ton of bricks! he took the course almost instantly, and never regret. Because if "7 years later, he would've been saying to himself, 'If only I had the opportunity.'"

Indeed, decisions are hard to make at times. Because we are unsure which decision would give the best outcome.

2010-10-17T18:32:00.009+08:00

MAS is superb! (:

Over the past few weeks, this weekends is the most relaxing weekends I ever had. Managed to go for my facial appt on Sat and had afternoon nap on Sun! I miss taking afternoon napsssss badly.
It will be hectic again, for the upcoming two weeks. I hope everything goes smoothly.
FOR NOW, I will NEVER FEAR MY LIFE.
Perhaps November, I can start to enjoy life. ;D

essential haircare.

this hair spa creates wonder, suitable for everyone who wants healthy-looking hair.

this is more awesome. Serum can nourish your hair that leaves a shiny & smooth effect.

I bought dresses from 'littlematchgirl', they sell lovely dresses.

Nailcare, Sally hansen is another better choice other than opi. (both are equally good,
but opi costs a lot more to me)

I took this choco-marshmallow drink almost every day during exams period. Thankfully, last semester was over. hooorrrrayyyy. (:

will probably blog again after oct. :)

2010-10-13T22:38:00.004+08:00

can you see? this pic was taken at taka's shopping centre.

OCTOBER...yeah. it is the month of october, in the midst of november.
what have I been doing?
During my weekdays, I work from 830am to 6pm+, rush for ttn at 7pm which ends around 830pm. Usually, I will reach home around 9 to 930pm every day.
I will hang on till end of october, which my after-work life would be much better.

I think I have lost track of my life which is why I never been blogging. Same goes to fb and msn.

As for now, I need to have my sleep. (:

2010-09-09T02:04:00.004+08:00

Ability is what you're capable of doing.
Motivation determines what you do.
Attitude determines how well you do it.

o.v.e.r

after a month of endurance & anticipation.

intership starts on next week. :D

posted to MAS.

I've observed the exceptional change.

On the other hand, the kindness of others is really insightful.

Deeply appreciated for the two kind souls have done.

Met one at ikea and the other at mac. :D

The act of sharing and giving.

They have made my day.

thankyouverymuch. :)

Why do things happen unexpectedly?

It struck my deepest emotion when my grandma is hospitalised on my first day of exam paper.

It was very very sudden.

I want all my beloved family members, including grandparents and relatives to stay by my side.

It is never easy to accept this fact and face it.

I feel helpless.

2010-08-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

oh time to study hard.
I'm lacking of self-discipline, pardon me.
so when do I never complain I dont have time?

it takes forever to reinforce the concepts of these 3 heavy modules, particularly to Industrial Relations and Compensation Management.

time is running outtt.

3 papers : 3 consecutive days.

2010-08-27T09:42:00.001+08:00

2010-08-20T12:15:00.004+08:00

in the midst of studying, i've the urge to surf the net.
and found some info from yahoo's forum about volleyball.
here it goes.

None of the positions is easy.

the setter is the toughest position to play..the hitters usually get all the credit:the setters get none..

You don't stand there waiting at the net, they run a lot and do most amount of work.

setting is hard in some ways...

- If you aren't on a very good team, a lot of the time, your team members will pass the ball WAAAAAY away from you. It is the setters job to get the ball on the second hit, so you have to run as fast as you can to get the ball...you have to do ANYTHING to get to it! And if you miss it, you get a lot of the blame most of the time (even if it was the other person's fault)

1. You can get called for doubles.
2. You can accidentally set a ball off to a wrong spot and throw off the chance to get a good hit on the ball.
3. You have to learn different transition steps.
If the ball is passed too closely to the net, you have to learn either to get very low under the ball and try to pop it back up, or to see if you can just barely push it over, with the chance of either missing the ball completely or running in to the net or crossing the line yourself.

Setters run around a lot, not just stand there and wait for the net.
As volleyball positions are concerned, setter is a critical position that doesn't get the accolades or reap the awards that big hitters do. Fans usually don't notice the setter on the court, but the setter is usually the primary reason a spiker can hit the ball to the floor.

credits: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090102074930AACqnU9

yadadada.
mocha latte rocks (:

2010-07-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

if you happen to see me i aint smiling, the reason is simple:

schoolwork.

oh can i use fml? it is overloading.
I've a final test on monday and sales scenario call on the very next day.
after tuesday, i'll have to do my EPM project and TD assignment andand WISP reflection and andand prepare for IP presenation.
in the meantime, i need to cope with my work as well.
I want to die already.
& which is why I've to miss 2 volleyball trainings. ): damn.

napfa test will be a failure.
I dont even have time to train 2.4.
):
but its better to have a participation record than being absent.

bye bye.

Go ahead, start over, and maybe this time you'll accomplish what you want. Don't settle for the mediocre. Go for the gold.

2010-07-12T11:54:00.004+08:00

Your dramatic flair and fun loving attitude will take you far on a day.

Do you have a strong desire but lack belief in your ability or the future?
Do you have a "settle for" attitude (ie., "it's not what I want but it's better than a lot of people have.")?
It will take you three minutes and fifty-two seconds (3:52) to learn more about the 13 words that changed my life and can revolutionize yours.

Today: Week 13.
3 more weeks to mark an end to school. what lies ahead is e.x.a.m.s.
3 papers to go; three consecutive papers (monday, tuesday and wednesday)
Before that, we still have IP project, IS projects and other individual assignments like TD, IS reflections.)
I need more time.
the box is nicee. i want, i want. (:

"If we are strong, and have faith in life and its richness of surprises, and hold the rudder steadily in our hands. I am sure we will sail into quiet and pleasent waters for our old age. "

2010-07-01T00:01:00.004+08:00

It marks the start of July.
Time flies @?~#$!$!$**$

i'm looking forward for every wednesday, because theres training.
we always hope that it won't rain whenever the sky turns dark..
however, the confused feeling brought in, which my feeling turned to abc.
i dont know how to play already.. if that is the case

a direct question should be kept within yourself.
and never ask me why.

oh yadada, i dont feel like blogging already.
Tuesday night was spent meaningfully than today's training. :)

not.even.a.training.today

2010-06-30T01:21:00.001+08:00

next week and following will be different.

2010-06-18T01:03:00.003+08:00

Played like shyt yesterday.
my hands were dry enough to be like catcus.
After training, our daily routine is heading down to redhill market.
I made a wrong decision of eating a pancake filled with chocolate, which is why I lost somewhat of my voice , there goes the word; damn.
The very next day, I headed down for work.
AND AND september is the time! I'll be waiting, but with little anticipation.
because surprises may fail along the way. I shall pin little hopes, i guess.?!

one more week before it marks the start of school days' life.
daily week routine commerces soon, but only 5 to 6 weeks to go. yada, i must make myself to be happy. :D

oh month of july is coming.
I'm getting excited cos it is the year before i turn oldER.
a not good sign is that it falls on sch day. THURSDAY uh.eh.

i want to watch movie next week.
i've to go to sch for 2 to 3 days next week as well.

2010-06-10T16:35:00.003+08:00

they are the ones.

it brings me joy. (:

however, there was a downside of my life.

A lie uncovers all lies.

I've to face it since it became a reality.oh wake me up.

Thus, the breakdown of t.r.u.s.t. drove in.

I hate it.

THURSDAY already.

I left 2 more weeks to enjoy my holidays.

I'll definitely lost track on days when sch reopens.

unless I'm able to pause the time.

2010-06-04T02:29:00.003+08:00

I've been waiting for the day that I could ..

2010-06-02T00:26:00.003+08:00

randomly.
oh I have tht t&c's feeling back again.
I was browsing and browsing...
and I browsed spore dfs's website.
this is an apple in my eyes.
you've to be with me one day. hah.
the necklaces are lovely too.

I want to be free from sch soon.
The never ending assignments piling over & over again.
but i'm contented that 31st may has over, the reason was most of the assignments/projects' deadlines fall on that day.
I was fighting for time badly, & I brought up all my nonsense.
nevertheless, HD endured every single piece of shyt i said.
oh i have never feel such a relief again.

oh lalala.
I shall study my TD's test.
NOW.
I want to slp soon after I declare 'I'm tired already la.'

2010-05-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

I've failed to realise that it ain't happening.

I want something that can make me smile every now and then.
that can touch and melt my heart everytime.
dazing all the time, i wonder what's the reason for me to be...

i hear stories, i listen to them, a sense of contentment brings in..
but when I'm trying to reflect on it, it shows nothing.

ain't comparing,
but still, i dont know why....
i want su........, it is a must to spark this off.
but it aint happening.

If those who understand what i'm blogging, then you know me inside out.

2010-05-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

Ain't performing.

pls tell me why.

2010-05-17T01:43:00.002+08:00

"True success is not necessarily about being the best at all cost. It's about DOING your best at all times."

There are times in our lives where things may not seem joyous at all.
Events happen and steal our joy.
How do you recover from this? Where are you getting your joy?
life is not all about roses.
but, why not take time to look for the small stuff that makes you happy?

I want to be happy.

2010-05-16T15:33:00.004+08:00

yigloo's yoghurt at vivo. (:
the concept of yoghurt is different.
you can do-it-yourself w the toppings. (:

chloe. :D

I shall bring you out during june holidays. (:

I went to work yesterday despite my back is hurting me.

I still want to go training on wed. (:

Next week is already week 5 of school.

We'll be having E-learning after this week.

but still, I'll be busy for these 2 weeks.

2010-05-12T01:10:00.002+08:00

i dont know.
sometimes, I've this low feeling.
but retail therapy saves me away from troubles.

wednesday.
it is gonna be another training day.
lets do it. (:

I've to start doing my IS projects before next monday.
Both deadlines are drawing nearer.
this is a bad bad sign. ):

2010-05-04T10:41:00.003+08:00

Third week of school..
just 3rd week of school...
assignments are to be completed by week 4.
resume to be submitted by tml.
...
..
.
education is just a part of my life.
I'll try my best.
.
.
and I've made a decision.
there isn't right or wrong answer to it.
If I don't find time with it, i'm really sorry for it.

i need more than what it takes.

unagi.
you're my fave. (:
it was taken a month ago when I went to work.
and it was specially prepared for me.
thanks. (:
i miss my work life somehow.
my manager is leaving in 2 days time.
wish him all the best in working with his ideal environment; international jetstar.
take care. :D

2010-04-18T11:08:00.004+08:00

Wednesday night.
Instead of having usual training at bm, we had friendly match against V Element at IMH.
I supposed you must be thinking 'why at IMH..'
It is not that scary as what you've seen in drama in some other countries.
.....................................................................................................................................................
Wenhui, amatha and I trained down to Hougang station and had KFC for dinner.
but pepperlunch is more appealling. okay, next time kays. (:
Waited for yw to join us along and bus-ed 161 to IMH.
The match started off at 9pm(so late already!) and ended around 11.15pm.
yw left the earliest for her KL trip.
After the fifth match ended, team phototaking and others (lazy to elaborate the details).
3 of us left the hall earlier than the rest, hoping that we could catch the last train.(but we failed)
we cabbed to yio chu kang station, trained to bishan and bus-ed 52 to sunset way.
Walked all the way from sunset way to ghim moh (around 2.2km) then c'wealth, while wh had to cab down to redhill from my house.
But we were not that tired since we shared and talked about sec sch life.
After all, it was a very fruitful experience.

this is US. (:

school is just starting tomorrow. :):

2010-04-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile for me to settle down and blog.
it is either i'm too tired or too lazy.
I'm rather busy these few days, and it has been 2 weeks after my trip.
oh ya I've to do reflection for submission, I need time, desperately need more time.
It has been extended to next friday, but still, I wish it could be longer.

yuting's BIG hand.
we were playing beach vb against russians.

LAST SATURDAY.
went to bm's Festivo.
met some sec sch friends and teachers.
ji lao shi still rmb my name, she has a good memory.
while mrs oh only rmb me in terms of maths performance..
she said 'the one whos good in maths'
oh my name is tanliping. LOL
orhhh

anyway, we bought float drinks.
I went to do manicure while zu straigtened her hair, mx went to buy snacks and badges..
after which, we trained to bedok for mdm hafida's full month baby boy's cele.
baby boy is super small and cute.(:
we headed off to T1 while hh left to meet his friend/s and gavin, yw, annabelle left as well.
meet up soon (:

new menu: caffe avocado.
AVOCADO CRAZE

cutie cutie (:

on the way to bedok.
i removed my manicure on sunday.
the indo student is good in manicure
BM got talents! hahah
yup, you need to pay $4 to watch it.
saw ms prema being dunked as well. (:(:

2010-04-05T16:33:00.009+08:00

International Business Study Mission (IBSM) trip
@ Xiamen, GuangZhou and HONGKONG (best!) for 12 days.

These uploaded photos: enjoyable times.
Rest of the photos: companies' visits (boring yet part of learning experience)

plucked fresh strawberries.
it tasted nice;sweet & cheap; approx. SGD 1.20/kg.

after which, we proceeded to a temple where firecrackers are not prohibited (unlike spore).

thanks Mr chan who bought firecrackers and also a fireworks' box.
the box costs around SGD 40, which is quite exp.. but it is nicer than firecrackers.
sandra loves to eat china chewy plus sticky corn.

We visited Jimei's university.
The sch's history is terrific that their gallery occupied 1st, 2nd and 3rd level. (All about school history, history and history)
I managed to capture their volleyball players' photos. (:

YAKULT also known as 益力多

Yakult's company.
specialised in producing ONE original flavour.

MEIJI.
(originated at Japan)

Complimentary ice cream for everyone. *thumbs up*

KINGWAY BEER.
(15 to 17% of alcohol, way much more than tiger beer; 5%)

yaa, we get to try as well.
It doesn't taste as bitter as tiger beer..

DISNEYLAND @ hongkong!

I was fascinated over this coin machine as well as space mountain; definitely a thrilling experiene.

still, HK is not the best disneyland.

RIYUEGU.

This hotel is very very.. extremely beautiful!

The best facility is that a variety of natural HOTSPRINGs; be it indoor, outdoor and even at every hotel room's bathroom, simply enjoying life..

We tried indoor hotspring, steam rm and suana.

eh, theres still more photos.

I accidentally backspace, and there it goes.

2010-04-03T01:59:00.003+08:00

I'm back on april's fool, finally.
survived for 12 days.
I've little things to say, still.. thanks mummy, daddy and bro for fetching me home. (:
They've done so much for me. ilovemyfamily.
as well as my friends. (you know who you're (: )

will blog again soon.

2010-03-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

hellos out there. (: (:
especially to my dearest friends.
fyi, i'll be away from spore for 12 days.
I'm going for a china immersion trip (international business mission trip; IBSM), departing on this sunday at 8am. ooooo, thats super early cos we have to reach by 610am. a.m.a.zing
I'll be back on 1st april; april's fool day at 9plus evening.
we'll be visiting at least 2 companies each day during 12 days, check in and out 6 hotels/resorts within 12 days as well. i hope it'll be fun. (:
thanks for helping me for my timetable selection and IS selection; 23rd march and 1st April.
choose goodddddd time slots. (:
tyvm my bff! (: (:

what else to say is that i'll definitely miss my friends. of course, my family.
it seems like only 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 and 12 days, but it is considered quite long.
and guess, chalet has to be postponed. hopefully this year. (:

oh and my dearest jiayan!
i'm truly sorry that i've failed to inform you that i'm going for this trip.
i guessed all my wordy msges explained the whole picture behind it.
i still l.o.v.e you and meet you soon after my trip. (:

a picture of you and i <3

shall see you guys soon after my trip.
I miss each and every friend of mine. (:
take careee. ;D

I WILL MISS SINGAPORE.
my family, my friends and selective colleagues(:

2010-03-16T01:40:00.005+08:00

SENTOSA.

It has been quite awhile since the last beach outing.

oh i'm back again to sentosa, it looks extremely different now.

one word: beautiful.

the infrastructure as well as the design definitely enhanced the overall rating of sentosa.

Now, you'll get to see more tourists at every part of sentosa.

we played vball with Caucasians, warm and friendly people. (:

no tanning but I have terrible sunburn again.

super ugly patches.

shall see you guys soon after my trip.

i cant go singing with my gfs this friday.

many and many new english songs. (;

oh why is it so packed suddenly. ):

but i still need to make a trip down to chinatown after that.

second last post before study trip.

2010-03-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

A tiring day yet enjoyable.
cos' i'm lacking of sleep. I need to sleep early already since next week is from 9 to 5pm, urghhh.. ):
I'm sort of excited yet scared, and definitely unprepared.
a combination of weird weird feelings.

met lingying today at vivo.
both of us had set lunch for our late lunch.
the milo is tasty enough, i almost drank half of it before the food is being served.
the fries seems to be nice, i want to try next time. (:

After that,
met krys at suntec. amazing shopping with her. (: I saw LIXIN today. I also met NICOLE and ANSAR. such a coincidence. haha! they must be spending time with their friends after thier intership work. I am going to be like them soon! ahas.

sleeping time soon. (:

2010-03-08T12:08:00.004+08:00

okay. i feel that there is a need to conclude everything. the last time was recent. it picture-d the whole scene. thanks people for understanding my feelings of how i felt that time. it was pathetic, but i got over this. Lately, i thought over and over again till now, I think there isn't a need to be so good to you. That's my stand, when friends tell me how close are we, my immediate response is 'oh really' then my mind is super hestitating. it is meaningless now to bridge the gap. friends have been brainwashing my brain ( I also think I need it ), the way __ treated us esp me in the past, how can we still be that close with __. oh that was the past, what the point of mentioning this. Noooo, it happens every single moment when __ choose to be with who. The fact that __ wont choose over who, __ just leave us. oh can you tell me why do such a human exists in this world yet so close with us?
I thought you can be trusted now, but TWO incidents proved me wrong, totally upside-d down.
Not the first time, not the second time, not the last time, but it happens every now and then. peel off your face before talk to us.

stomachache. ): unable to attend training today.

waiting for wed night, thurs and sat. (:

2010-03-03T09:58:00.008+08:00

I'm getting to know myself. I realised how far I've walked. I wish I could cross this borders.
For this week, I've worked for 3 hours and cancelled all other days due to upcoming trip.
but all the tickets were fully bookedddd.

I have to utilize my spare time wisely to tidy my room, pack my stuffs ( 1.5 weeks later ) for my study trip. The 5 days workshop starts from 9 to 5pm, it is worse than my previous semester's timetable.
The fact that I've wanted to go to the trip, I need to sacrifice myself. I dont like, especially when I need to go back for such long hours. moreover, it took away my one week holidays.

Managed to see his elder brother. he is also cute. If you were forced me to choose one, I would choose the younger brother. but this question definitely won't exist.
Will be seeing them on thurs which is tomorrow, fri and sat. (:
ohh. they are from ntps; primary one and primary two.
It explains why I'm really busy for this week though trip was cancelled.

oh yadadada.
YUEWEI is coming for training today. (:
and WENHUI is rushing down after her work.
SEE YOU GIRLS SOON. perhaps 8 hours to go.

2010-03-02T02:16:00.004+08:00

one word; cute.
(: can't wait to see them on mon, tue and sat. (: SUPER ADORABLE. :D

I'm feeling tired every single day. trip was cancelled, but I still want to go. on the other hand, there is no need to cancel dental appt and my working schedules.
I need to organise my time properly.

I never see such a rude Caucasian before. damn, please go back to your country. although many of us admire them, my encountered today was the minority.

SUNDAY. ):

2010-02-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

(:

CNY.

CHINESE NEW YEAR GATHERING.
we played black jack, big two, goal post & they played mahjong.
After midnight, we were still around.
but
I WAS VERY TIRED.
went to coffeebean for their breakfast and had my sunrise frappe.
My first time and also my last time trying non-coffee frappe.
just that it was too late to drink coffee at that time; 130am.

fly kite session. yeahhh?!

I AM TIRED NOW.

exercising starts tomorrow.

2010-02-26T01:28:00.005+08:00

I'm done with exams for this semester. It also marked an end of my year two life.
horrifying modules. I don't wish to get back results.

because exams fall during the period of chinese new year, i was unable to enjoy fully as previous year. cute little cousins are adorable. (:
friends are coming over my house tonight.
(:
...
..
.
the last day of paper, headed off to meet yt and yw.
had dinner at korean restaurant. thumbs up for their interior design, I also want my future home to look like this. (:

I feel like going off next week. I was truly disappointed for what have been happening around me. It brings me ultimate sadness whenever my mind thinks of it. when we are closer, I am willing to share more. however, things have proved me wrong lately.

the recent situation that took place marked the final warning of being a very close friend with you. I won't deny that you are seriously a good friend to a certain extent, but it happens when you're with your other friends, it is the other side of you.
the workplace, and more.
stop being pretentious.

i dont know if you happen to read my blog since i've just revived it.
i also called off another situation in which everything have been settled, i supposed. you drew the gap further, even further now. avoidance is the best word for now.

oh anw.
on a lighter note, I'm done with my exams.
holidays have arrived now (:

(:

2010-02-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

BACK.

i need to improve my stamina.

everything has over.
it was a glimpse of hope again.
It ended badly, but then I don't anticipate any further.
Merely a short yet enduring period.
I was nearly suffocated.
but thankfully, I've reached out for my friends.
sounds like bgr, but it wasn't.

2010-01-17T00:26:00.004+08:00

My life is very much different, I have been learning _ in a hard way. I'm feeling unease right now.
I know life is meant to be like this, but not like that, I knew it from the very start.
especially at work, I can sense so much.. real life happenings.
If I were given a choice, I would spend my weekends at home.

My manager has told me, in fact, many others have told me reality is just cruel.
I don't know if I should feel this way.

I'm lazy to continue..

There are friend who I seldom talk, but I actually care a lot.

2010-01-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

I'm hanging myself upside down already.
Simply means I cannot take it anymore.
Apart from school life, I'm pretty sure that my life is in a huge mess.
I can't define the 'mess' in me, but I know it is something like ROJAK?
This year, thus far, Sunday was the most enjoyable day.
Met wh in the morning for gym.
Not a surprise that my stamina has dropped within 2 months.
That's why I need to be back there again.
I want to take napfa test as well.
running on treadmill is amazing. my thoughts is running with the pace of my speed.
I overcame the treadmill 'phobia' which encountered in the past.
That incident happened when I was in the seconday school's gym, shocked full stop, but I'm still alright, thankfully.
I lost my grip suddenly. But I just overcame this fear last year.
oh sidetrack alittle, THANKS JILLIAN for sumptuous lunch, together with LAYPENG.
....
went to observation lounge located at meritus hotel at level 38.
I really love the ambience but not the cocktail.
deeply appreciated for sharing so much to me, i was amazed and now, 3 became 1, who say I'm done with this matter. I started to share something that is I DISLIKE that lady. like I said, or everyone has said, your mind is totally different from us.

'fail to prepare, prepare to fail'
I was not prepared for both aaa class test and table topics; impromptu speaking.
I had no choice but to take the test cos' I need to.
As for table topics, I've decided to speak on friday. I need more time to overcome my fear mentally.
I don't mind social, quotation or even biz category, as long as I can speak for 3mins, a sense of relief after that.

Also, I think i cannot do this. let someone takes this role.

2010-01-08T23:49:00.004+08:00

Finally, I've completed this week of school.
Week 12 is down, 4 more weeks to go.
Bcomm biz msg test was over, but what coming up next is worst; impromptu speaking , I feel like killing myself deep inside. 2 + 1.

supposed to meet og on next friday.
but my manager asked to help him.
It seems that rejecting is harder than accepting.
I really want to meet nicole! she is super hilarious. :D
oh what should I say nowww. ?
Postpone the plan or just let it be..
confusion creates the picture now.

I want to change my mobile phone. I want to go there*, I want to save up.
Even a penny counts. (:
eh no, it's impossible, my spending style is amazing. *big eyes*

I want to go gym on sunday, vb training on wed, getting stocks on thurs, same routine on fri & sat.

i feel like doing many many things.
to the extent of playing bowling to baking to travelling to ....

infinity matters.

2010-01-03T22:50:00.002+08:00

sometimes, perseverance is the key.
at this moment, I need this much more than anything else.

I've let the time to count me, this is incredibly terrible.
I've sooooo much things to do.

I've to go to school tomorrow.
urhhhh. ):

2010-01-02T01:31:00.004+08:00

LAST DAY OF YEAR 2009!

a hangover with my volleyball mates.
dinner, singing, chatting & playing. (:

My last day of 2009 was spent wisely.

cos' I can be who I am when with them :D

smile like theres no tomorrow, friends for life!

what's next is CNY's outing, hopefully there is one :D:D

year 2009.

I'm glad that it was over.

My anticipation was over too, a brand new year ahead of me.

I'll pen down my resolutions, but not here.

I wish to meet you again.

but I know it's impossible.

YEAR 2010, it'll definitely be a better year.

2009-12-31T03:56:00.004+08:00

VOLLEYBALL OUTING :D

shall begin with a group photo.
& ends off with last photo which is definitely interesting :D:D

exMERAHANS: a team of volleyballers :D
born at year 1990, 1991 (it's me) and 1992.

our best VB teacher-in-charge ever: MDM HAFIDA.

FALCONSSS (one, two & three!)

BEST VOLLEYBALL COACH AND MATHS TEACHER: MR GOH!

YEAPSSS. SUPER AMAZING. hahahah. :D

first row goes to NP (:

2009-12-28T22:29:00.005+08:00

A complaint email to Starbucks management.
An extreme situation that I left with no choice but to write this.
Guess what. The store manager kicked my adapter and there it goes, it was being damaged internally. The second time, he tripped on the adapter's wire and my laptop went blank screen. Not even an apology from him though he is not the store manager at that outlet which I visited.
The wire did not even obstruct the pathway, he is such a bossy that walked to the side of the seating area and talked to the staffs there. what is this?!
Bold Red Font: PSA's STORE MANAGER

hotshot is so last season. but i'm watching it now.
byeeeee...

2009-12-27T01:26:00.013+08:00

I'm back. (:
This entire week was really busy.
I'm glad that it has over. but next week, it doesn't seem better.
Two weeks of holidays, merely just TWO weeks. I need more time, could someone invent a time machine?

(That day)
Last day of common test.
17th dec 09!
Celebrated my beloved mummy's birthday at Sakuraya.
Grandma and my two little cute cousins joined us too.

Crystal :D

Chloe :D

cheseeeeee. (;

CHRISTMAS' EVE (:

went to chinatown's k, movie, countdown and starbucks.

Great singing session. We sang many Christmas' songs as though we were attending a church.
headed to ps for dinner then watched movie: ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2.
The movie is great, it just makes you laugh. thumbs up!
AVATAR rocks too. :D

with wenhuiii :D:D

this place worths the price, but always fully booked.

it's her againnn (;

absence of self timer mode.

back again. :D

Countdown at town.

foam spraying added the Christmas' atmosphere, but it was a hindrance when we were trying to walk along the street.. overall it was very fun watching people being sprayed. *laughs* pls.

Orchard Parade Hotel's Starbucks.
we played guess the number game, with dare forfeits.

WeiTian is always a joker. A GREAT commander.

*unbelievable*

XMAS DAY

Celebrated bz's belated birthday plus xmas celebration.

'family photo'

yays to FS . (: (:

we played many games, super nice. Stimulated our brain cells. woahs. thanks to sheryl and mx for introducing those games. (:

(THE END)

I never really type in details due to laziness.

I shall end here.

good nights to everyoneeeee (:

2009-12-26T17:03:00.001+08:00

i want to buy time

2009-12-17T01:43:00.010+08:00

I'll be taking AAA's paper in less than 24hours.
Last paper to go, & that is the end of ct.
good luck peeps. (:
2 weeks away from school; holidays, however, 3 projects to be done.
hope it can be done before school starts next year.
'next year' sounds far, but year 2009 is ending real soon. To be exact, 14 more days to mark the end of this year.
this year is definitely an unpleasant year, a reflection post will be updated soon. (if i can squeeze
'time' for blogging this)

oh ya, to that 'guest'.
I've managed to check your ip address, it shows how great advanced technology such as tracking anoymous.
We are Gen Y, we are IT savvy etc...
Needless to say, I would ignore your nasty comment.
what is your problem actually?
instead of commeting people, it is a wise choice for you to reflect your being.
I don't need your judgements, your opinions, you comments or whatever bullshyt you've in your mind about me, I've my own stand and I won't change myself because of you.
If you look yourself into the mirror and thinking you are a perfectionist, you are living in a different world then. if you were to tell me you have no weaknesses, everybody would salute you. humans are creatures, you proved this by leaving unwanted comment.
I believe what comes around, goes around.
I won't call you a coward for typing 'guest' or whatsoever, an childish act if so.
lastly, it is unhealthy to compare between humans.
a note to you: this is my blog which simply means I like to blog what i want, how i want but not how you want to be.

oh well, i've wasted my time to type on this.
on the other hand, i feel much better.
thanks 'cookie'; whoever you're. (:

2009-12-14T01:42:00.003+08:00

what's wrong with me actually..
it will never fail to happen this again.
it is mistake that i never want to forgive myself..
a demoralised saturday.
i reflected myself throughout the day and night.
it's going to be nothing even i get hold of this..
the world is realistic, people are materialistic.

anyways, it is gonna be awesome when we going to coffee bean as promised.
yeaps, cant wait for the momentum to come.
thanks for listening to me. deeply apprecaited.
loves. <3

my stomach pain is killing me.
it's being a rollar coaster.
damn.

2009-12-11T16:15:00.002+08:00

JUST tomorrow.
and awaiting thursday to arrive.
it's empty but i shall not say.
yes and totally yes, everyone said so.
the change in you is amusing.
i have no say, we have no say bcos you'll definitely say you're still the same.
what's now, we should believe that it comes and goes..
the impact will gradually fade away..

marketing paper tml.
in less than 24hours.

2009-12-05T02:03:00.009+08:00

i'm still awake at this moment..
so what tomorrow isn't a school day..
i have not wrap the present yet, but thankfully, i wrote birthday message already, they have to pen it down tml. (;
i am sure they will laugh at my unskillful art of drawing.
HAHHA.
okay. not a very funny issue anw.

FINALLY.
I've figured out how to use the one of camera's function.
now, i'm thinking of whether to attend the course to improve my photography skills.laughs.
I've a choice actually though I've enrolled it.
greatly depends on my mood when the date draws nearer.
i'll feel inferior by then.

Met wh at bmc mac just now.
less than 5 hours ago, i supposed.
it has been a long time since my last vist at that outlet.
memories never fade by itself, but time fades itself..
the air con is back to cooling state, unlike the past situation.
i'm luvin' it.
thankss wh for bringing her nail polish & i painted my nails.
i've added colours into my life.

okaakakaa,
i'm crapping a lot every now and then.

i've to do my part tml by researching some poses from our most secretive admirer.
we will DO it TML :D
you shall see:D:D

good night!

2009-12-04T15:15:00.003+08:00

networking assessment is over..
okay, it is really super awkward.
i shivered for god sake..
and i just shivered.
i cannot take any pressure.
down. it is just down.
like the tutor said, 45% of assessment has over.
55% more.. esp 2 more presentations.
i'm gonna suffer from insomnia again like yesterday night.
totally a sleepless night.
i'm tired now and i tried to sleep just now but my mind is functioning too well that i'm mentally awake every now and then.
this is not me cos' i usually sleep a lot.

my fg/gf: krystan tan!
thanks for helping me to buy zoo tickets.
i know it took you a lot of troubles esp the questioning part.
see you see you see you soon. :D:D

not forgetting my dad for helping me to save all the troubles for today.
he is a very good daddy.
:D:D
thus, i've to be more obedient now.
(:

i'm able to meet my friends tml.
i've many things to say,crap, joke and laugh.
c'wealth's bus stop tml yeahhh. :D:D
SEE YOU PPL. :D:D

2009-12-02T22:09:00.008+08:00

is it good or bad?
I managed to see her at this age.
while others don't have the chance.
but the offset was i need to attend the wake.
but but i am very optimistic this time, i dont ask for anything.
contented that I had been seeing her for years.
though i know next year's cny wont be seeing you.
nevertheless, my today's presence is an absence w/o you.

at last, i am feeling better.

FRIDAY is BCOMM.
for all ba students, they shd know what is going on this week for bcomm.
i know i will screw this up, how awkward it is on that day..
i just dont know what to say, how to talk..
cross fingers. xxxxx
it'll be over after friday.

ohahaa, i managed to find a picture of us.
yes. ppl who sharing for present for this saturday.
i was telling myself that there wont be any photo of us. like FOUR of us.
but when i was seeing through, i managed to find one.
thanks to whoever who took it :D

10 more days to common testsss.
can't wait to get it over and done with.
can't wait for christmas' season, can't wait for retail therapy.
but then all these come with a price.

year 2009 is coming to an end.
time really flies..
I can't imagine thus i never want to imagine this..
it's a good thing to have dreams.
be it realistic or fairytale, it is still a dream of yours.
i have many dreams..
but i never believe that 'may your dreams be granted' cos it never happen before.
true wad.. hahahah.

today.
had marketing lecture.
she posted some questions to let us guess what are those..
one of the questions:
why do elephants have eight legs? you know the answer?

ans: 2 elephants la.
i guessed correctly and jiayan shouted it out. cool yeah. you must be thinking so easy right. but when i first thought of it, i never think of this ans...
the prize was a packet of mamee,hahah, i gave it to her anw.
sometimes, a simple thing becomes a complex thing.
the word complication comes into picture..
that's why humans are creatures. ahah

.

2009-11-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

kins.
i just can't find a right mood now.
to my beloved great grandma, rip.
the wake has just over.

i wont be blogging until i get this over.

2009-11-27T12:06:00.003+08:00

I've one big thing to do.
that is my ifp's project.
never get this done.
it's like i've completed the project.
it soo happened that i opened my email's inbox and the tutor sent an email saying that, he had uploaded the wrong file for the project.
simply means, i've to redo it over again.

for the weekends, i've to attend the wake.
and monday, school starts.
i'm down.

i've nothing much to blog about..
but then so much so that i've erased the word 'importance'.

2009-11-26T00:07:00.002+08:00

I'm angry.
the tutor said he uploaded wrongly for the project and he attached a new one.
simply means i've to redo the whole thing again and deadline is monday.
when i dont have much time.

nobody at home now. ):
my parents are still at the wake, bro is in the camp.

2009-11-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

happy 18th birthday!!

:D:D

we've planned to celebrate today, and
went to celebrate girlfriend's birthday today.
didn't manage to meet my grpmates for project. sorry abt it.

i'm down with cough and flu but i cant wait to recover.
i need to finish my IFP assignment which deadline is on thurs.
the project is the same as tests, never been easy.
and i can't wait for this module to be over which is this thursday.
where it's more demanding than anything else.
oh, screwed.
i need to buy ink cartridge tml cos i bought the wrong one today.
lastly,i realised there are many upcoming birthday celebrations.
i wish there is more than 24 hours a day..
i can sleep for more than half a day when i'm ill..

3 more weeks to holidays. (:

2009-11-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

My laptop isn't working since last saturday.
I spent all my time to fix but then it doesn't work.
decided to go to IT helpdesk, twice visits.
thanks for helping me for the first time. (:
The second time was today & the person recognised my laptop.
she is v nice though she asked me to delete my user account..
at last, i've to delete because i left with no choice..
in the meantime, my mind was thinking about IS test though it was a past.
past= 15 mins ago.
my mind was constantly thinking how difficult it was.
IS final test is just another killer paper.
It's just an IS yet the standard seems more than what i expected to be.
I've one more project to go before i call off on this module.
which I need to find time to do.

Today is not a good day.
I slept the whole afternoon.
For the past few days,
I dont have the mood to do anything
esp when I fall sick, when lappy doesn't work, when camera is officially not working.
I feel very pessimistic. I dont wish to wire in this way.
but things around me happen to be in this way.
my lappy is working at last. pls stay healthy :D

the reason why today is not a good day becos I went to visit my great grandma tgt with my parents.
she is very very weak. everyone has prepared for the worst outcome.
but the fact that she is still able to recognise us, that's is what it holds me back.
I felt emontionally weak though I'm not that close with her.
That is my weakness point. i dont like. because i'll always drain away w tears.
be it in work or family or friends, i'm v emotional.
anyway, that is not the point.
I really dislike the fact that human beings have to die one day. we strive so hard during our young days and we have to save so hard for our retirement AND have to say goodbye to the world.I really want to twist this fact, words of 'ageing', 'death', ' etc shd not be existed.
we are still young. because we are young & our bodies are functionally well. but we'll get it one day. the 'one' day sounds scary.. ):
sleeping late at night is one of the factors.

i want to sleep early.
to make it one of my habits, i've to start TODAY.
but I'll break the chain soon, maybe tml or sat.

2009-11-12T23:35:00.004+08:00

actually i knew this would happen.
and it seems like i'm speechless to face my parents again.
but what is next : awaiting for my mum's birthday..
having so much said and done, my anticipation.. nearly comes to an end.
every now and then..
when things change unknowingly, moreover when it is beyond control, what can be done is almost 0 percent..

friday. saturday.
it is going to be dreadful again..

2009-11-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

i'm just alerting my parents AGAIN.

otherwise please :D

now it takes more than a consent.

why is it always that.

2009-11-10T16:38:00.004+08:00

When everybody agreed with me that time flies, Week 4 already..
3 more days to friday.. then week 5 and so on..
but i still cant wait for this semester to be over, so much so that I've been counting & counting..
& i really wonder what I'll be doing after poly.

ok. rant.
):

2009-11-08T09:43:00.007+08:00

'Hey Hunk' Birthday celebration on last friday.
With the 9 of us. you know who you are. :D
The kinder joy's present was a joke, then a shirt.
the cake contains brandy but then it doesn't taste great.
that it makes me want to try their strawberry short cake..
Dinner at Liang Court.
3 of us sat at the restaurant for 2 hours plus, not eating but waiting for the rest.
clubbing with flip flops. eh eh, nahh..
we headed to play pool at queensway sc.
I'm deproving a lot cos I never play for v long.
but then I don't care..
What interests me is the photohut! (spot the difference)
$1 for 2 tokens and we played until level 130.
amazing right, it took 30 mins to play one token.
I never get cheated at last cos' vivo's arcade always cheat our money.
cabbed home after that.

few hours of sleep and went to work.
lunch at mac with lx to claim her free iced latte.
we found a monopoly's game sticker on the table: a free iced latte.
2 free iced latte:D 1 for me. (:
the mac is v cold, we left there and went to kfc.
the hilarious part at kfc.
2 guys were eating & also still waiting for some other food.. then the staff thought they ordered meltz and was about to place it on the table..
then they told the staff they ordered 2 boxes of drumlets.
the auntie didn't understand. thenn.. she replied 'HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH' immediately. super duper loud & then the guy decided to say another sentence. he said ' 2 BOX of drumlets'. the auntie finally understood and walked off...
I was bursting into laughter..

i'm still waiting for grp photos:D

2009-11-07T02:22:00.002+08:00

Watson, Charles & keith, Sony's service centre at last. :D:D

yessss, i dont know how to use... -z.-z

shall blog soon :D

2009-11-07T02:05:00.002+08:00

I'm very unhappy and happy as well.
Firstly, my backache is not that aching.
meaning it is recovering, at a v slow speed.
anyway. it's a good thing. :D:D
I'm feeling better at last.

What comes next is it takes time to plan.
it also takes time for an action's plan.
communication unclear?.?
I was freaking pissed off by this.
I've done by part.
not only this, it's never easy to do my research on where, what to buy and what kind of cake.
if you were to put into my shoes, you would definitely be bothered.
I can say that my mood was totally drained off by this.
but then really appreciated those who never leave after dinner.
esp those who came after volleyball's competition.

which is why I want to blog this before I sleep.
a slice of cake doesn't place you into an unfit category.

2009-11-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Now then I realised it's not a good thing.
I'll try harder by all means.
:D

Last lesson today: marketing's tutorial.
Ended 30 mins earlier.
Went to underpass till the briefing starts.
meantime, we read blogs and logged in to fb.
& know how things change.
most of the recent updates were about halloween..
back to the intership's briefing, the lecture was fully occupied that there isn't enough seats.
Overseas intership sounds niceee but then ... I won't consider..
I don't feel anything right now but...
wait till I've to write report every day for my intership, I would have probably faint.. ):

2 more days to friday!
one week is over soon . .

2009-11-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

a very quick update.

thanks joshua a. for being the first one who responded my project's survey.
he is super efficient.
thanks:D

one more week to go before i get a break from all these.
just one more.
I've to tell myself i can do it once again.

went to night safari's halloween.
It was super packed.
some were well groomed with their costumes :D
there was this indian guy in his costume was super hilarious.
he can be a great joker & hes sociable.
firstly, we went for the walk followed by tram ride.
the ground was uneven and muddy, i couldn't walk properly.
moreover it was raining, zu and i didnt bring umbrella.
she used her cardigan and sheltered both of us.
damn, & my camera spoilt on the spot.
i've made a wrong choice totally.
okay. i spelt the word l.a.z.y.
i shall go sleep now.

to be contd.

2009-10-28T23:05:00.003+08:00

i need to tell myself that i love going to school especially tutorials!
I shall phrase in a better way.
most of my tutors are testing me if i'm a good listener in listening their never ending stories.
unlike last semester, it was better in terms of that.
and exams starts on the third day of chinese new year..I'll still in cny's mood by then.
why is it on that week...

dental appt tml.
i can't wait to go cos my braces is not in a good-shaped. ):
& it hurting me too much that I've ulcers. ): ):

gonna get back my IS assessment. this first assessment has a weightage of twenty percent.
shall see how is it.

4 hours of IS tml.
He will start at 8am, on the dot somemore!
& thus I've to sleep early.

good night. (:

2009-10-26T22:48:00.004+08:00

I went to particapate an online quiz and received a $5 watami's voucher.
I guessed i wouldn't want to spend on it & gave to my colleague since she has 3 vouchers.
I never leave anything behind but perhaps bits and pieces of memories.
They have been great at times. but I guess it would be a best time to bid goodbye.
Sad to say, I'm leaving soon.
It is not the best choice but I've to get the hell out of us.
We are not slaves, we are just you and I; humans..
I shall not think of anything, I feel worse if so..
& the perfect reason is I'm no longer at this side.
&& purely takes big time.

school ended off at 230.
I had SOM tutorial today and the same exact feeling I had for SOM lecture last week.
super b,o,r,i,n,g...
I waited for hs after that while they left..
Surprisingly, mr liang wee kok said hello to me.
he is one of the few tutors who can rmb me. hahahah
_________.______
anyway, I bought mac for dinner today.
The staff gave me 16 game pieces, an extra of 8 pieces..
I didn't know actually until I reached home and my bro told me as well.
but then also never win anything except an apple pie. -,-
itouch pls. hahahah:D:D
I saw lk they all,they were mugging for maths O level paper..
I don't have the sudden craving but I wanted to play the monopoly.
Their marketing technique is super good this time.
fellow singaporeans will go and buy not because of the food but the game pieces, for sure.

(:

2009-10-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

i'm extremely tiring.
but i know i've to endure till next week:D:D
i've to.

I need some motivation.
it isn't easy at all.
I also dont know what is my goals. ):

2009-10-19T23:12:00.005+08:00

Sunday.
Kusu island's trip:D

chloe & crystal:D:D

chloe:D:D

:D:D

Monday.

today is the first day of school.:D

had AAA lecture.

went to atrium then home.

I slept for almost an hour and woke up to prepare myself for briefing.

Sometimes it's good to be independent, but sometimes I feel the other way.

I feel that.. ..

okay. shall have an early night today.

i've been thinking hard for the past few weeks.

but then I really have to be grateful when you are there to ask me & someone whom I can confide in. Although i'm able to see you once a week, but then thanks again.

i know this matter is gonna be over soon. but i still want you to listen me & I want to be a listener as well.

my mind is filling up fast enough.

2009-10-19T00:17:00.003+08:00

monday's blues.
i'm not yet ready, always.
the routine of taking bus 61 & the waiting time is gonna be crazy again.
I am gonna make a fuss over this again. ):
for the other half of semester, they dont need to go sch.
but why do we need.
what else... when they always end earlier than us, be it common test period or exam period.
when do we get our turn?

I'm tired for today.
went to kusu island with my family & relatives.
It's has been awhile since I last met my both adorable cousins.
:D:D
I slept just now.
and feel awake now.
what is this again.

on a lighter note, I'm happy that my colleague rmb that I'm starting soon.
cos it was the least expected.

dying of hope.

2009-10-16T00:44:00.004+08:00

Wednesday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERYL:D:D

celebrated at ion's swensens:D

ice cream buffet is awesome(:

thanks mx for the wafflesss (;

Met up with lingying before that.

bought stuffs and lunched at Astons.

:D:D

trained to orchard station & we went to ion to get her groceries. (:

super cool there, i dint go there before. hah.(;(;

i'm like somebody.

it's like hahahah.

:D:D:D:

oh so many notes to download & waiting for me to print.

I shall get it done one day.

only left 3 days. ):

2009-10-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

Don't read into my words..

i'm down with sore throat and flu.
i woke up many times during the night.
I could hardly sleep well.

i wanna get well soon.
I shall sleep early:D:D

2009-10-11T22:20:00.003+08:00

I've been going out lately,
& now I'm feeling sick somehow.
This morning i woke up and my throat was super dry.
I'm going to have a sore throat real soon, but I don't want.
Ate strepsils to soothe my throat. but then it doesn't help till now.
I dont want to fall sick for sure.

S.a.t.u.r.d.a.y.
the plan was cancelled due to my cramps.
It's killing me inside out.
I went out and thought I would be perfectly fine.
but then it went the other way, I felt the pain now and then.
our plan on last week was postponed to this week.
but this week was cancelled.
what's more.,, school is reopening soon.
.
i shall sleep early like now.
no sore throat pls.. ):

2009-10-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

Girls' out.:D

gwh ;D
with my s&s attitude, where 'WLL' exists.

today, managed to meet yuting and the rest.
sat at centrepoint's mac, it is freezing cold at there.
went to taka after that & i fall in love with elmo's 2010 planner.
it's extremely nice but then the pricing is super nice too.
):
bought inari sushi and shared with yuting.
sweet:D:D
the rest came and we saw cheeming working at taka..
we went to lido's mac and chatted over there..
home sweet home after that..
i had a missed call again, i really wonder who is the person.
would it be someone whom i know, that is you, or perhaps a purely stranger.
why must it be a private number again.. ):
I dreamt of it again.

2009-10-09T14:22:00.002+08:00

it's on monday.
-.- but why it's on monday?.?

i slept v late last night,
& i've cramps for awhile, thus i didnt manage to go for work.
my target seems to be unreachable currently.
I'm feeling much better now..
thus i'll be out later for sureee..

2009-10-08T01:41:00.003+08:00

I'm more tired than yesterday.
tml will be more tiring than today.
partly because the amount of sleep is reducing.
i shall talk a lot tomorrow, the best solution to be energetic..

ya yes, tml will be another day.
i love to eat teochew porridge.
had lunch with lanxiang today.
yup and ya, I had teochew porridge with my favourite cabbage's dish.
:DDD

okay. my energy level is depleting.
esp after cleaning my room.

okay, i need my rest now..
thursdayy's tml.

2009-10-06T23:56:00.005+08:00

And I know I've been enjoying myself this week.
probably when it comes on fri night and saturday.
I've to get stuck in Anchorpt soon after this week, hopefully.

today is wednesday. I should add one more word and that's is already.
simply means school is starting soon.
I'll get to know more friends.
& it's time for me to get know more friends.
This time round, I've to get out of my comfort zone, & thanks for all the wonders in the past. (:

maybe now isn't the best time for me to blog now.
cos I have little to say...

wait till I've more to blog about.. :D

2009-10-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

okay.maybe I need to buy 2 more items before it marks the start of school.
7 weeks of enjoying myself.
just shoo, things have happened, & over.

Sunday.
Cannot be lazy, when fitness level drops, there goes your stamina.
& happily, I thought we only need to run for 1.6km but then awhile later, i just rmb it is 2.4km.
shall train for it.
:DD

Monday.
went to town for the appointment.
we waited till 5. it was paid off afterall as the lady did a great job. thumbs up, her service was excellent. :D
Bought a few stuffs today. (:
shall define my stuffs, ermm but there isn't a need.
shesshhhhh.

awaiting for thurs:D.

2009-10-02T00:40:00.004+08:00

I've lost my counts. I've lost my words. I have been going through a __ life that I would ever want to be in this state. please fill in the blank for me. some are being created, imagined, unexpected. yet nothing can bring me back.
i'm really thankful for those who are being there. I know I need much more heart to heart talk.
my life has been rocking and rolling. much more than a roller coaster.

I just wish everything __.

today.
cropped up with IS selection.
the system can cause you to fed up..
I was totally turned off by that.
so much so more to say that I've lost my words again.
is it a good choice to choose np.

I would save up my tears.
I would make it clear.

2009-10-01T00:25:00.005+08:00

*edited*

pinning on hopes.
I don't deny, I admitted.
when something has gradually becomes nothing.
that's the exact feeling.

I would therefore learn to adapt to changes.
okay. crappy right.

finally watched the movie, accident.
not a nice plot, but still watched it partly because my idol acted in this movie.
I'm like telling everyone that i'm going to watch.
hhehehahehha.

my plans are c___, c____, s____ and g____.

tml will be a better day. (:

yet to be thursday todayy.
happy children's day!
IS selection at 4pm. :D gonna get this done & over with. :D
first of october already, my list still goes on and on.
nah, it won't be shopping list.
but I've been spending.. wait till I receive my monthly debit card bank acc statement, I would probably asking myself... hahha.
but I'm sure most of us have been in this situation before.
& just bcos nobody knows what will happen tomorrow, just live life to the fullest.
okay. tomorrow, the following day.
it's simply days in a year.

2009-09-29T00:23:00.003+08:00

:D:D
when chemistry works.
A big time.
A great escape from work for this week, free and easy.
rocks my toes.
-.0
but getting nowhere.
deep, thats why isn't deeper.

k tml.
wed: free but no dating.

ahhh. i'm getting lazier..

If you feel that they are better, in terms of friendship, than us.
We shall keep a distance from now.
I'm not the only one who feel that way, others feel the same.
what you told me on saturday hurts big time.
I dont know what you are going through right now, but you agreed with me earlier on.
It's not that I never ask you again. enough of bits and pieces.
or maybe I made a wrong choice of asking you.
& also, you never tell me what is the reason..

2009-09-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

on the 17th of sept.
chamber at boat quay with my girls.
:D:D:D
will upload more when I receive the photos. (:

mx and me!

I talk a lot nowadays.
I dont know why, but I feel myself.
Be it.
Sadly, this wed is cancelled.

when my hair is used for her hair. (:

two pieces of milk and dark choco digestive biscuits became the same thing.

another brand new week ahead. ^^

2009-09-25T00:35:00.005+08:00

I need to blog about this no matter what. I feel unease if I nv blog about this incident.
It happened on this Monday.
____ time flies, tomorrow is friday already.
I felt guilty of what I have done.
Also, partly becos when customers dont put themselves in our shoes.
But I was appreciated when lady boss and the overall head went all the way down for a house visit.
for extreme cases, an extra mile has to be done to compensate the customers.
bcos there is a sentence that says customers are always right.
they can do anything they want even you commit a slightest mistake.
even you feel apologetic, be soft and apologise to them but the worst scenario is when they don't accept your apology.
that is when they demand more than an apology.
& what they really want is a compensation.
It was just my doomed to meet such a kind.
It ruined my mood totally. dumbed and numbed at that moment. it was really very very bad.
I've told myself many times that I dont like service line.
Until today, I have the same 'dont like' attitude.
endure the hotness at times, yes i can do it once again. (:

Thursday.
met my colleagues at the central's Watami. the 5 of us. (:
the newest japanese restaurant and they are expanding in spore.
I could barely eat cos I just put on bottom's braces, like yesterday.
It was pain in the morning that I woke up before my alarm clock does it.
hahaha.

purely strangers.

2009-09-24T01:30:00.002+08:00

wednesday.
timetable selection is totally screwed up.
I can feel my nerves, seriously.
no matter what, i'm happy at least I know some ppl in my new class. let rocks. (:
finally managed to get out of the class and into another one.
i dont know what is on the surface, nonetheless, leave it and move forward.
i am happy for those, perhaps those fond memories.

i was sleeping from 8 plus till tml.
yah, i was super tiring.
but yea. happy belated bday to ansar. (:
yea, all the best in everything. :D

i'll update tml if possible. :D
i am tired nowww.x..x.

2009-09-20T23:08:00.004+08:00

I left an etched in my heart.
I had a sudden fear, but hopefully it isn't.
God, I really need much blessings this time.
I would thank you for your gracefulness.
:D

I'm getting signal.
The signal that I'm going to fall sick soon.
I had slight flu yesterday, and the irritating flu never go away until just now, it has gone.
I dont like it, not at all.
I am feeling restless nowadays and have to sleep before 1, or the earliest is 12, or even earlier.
I need plenty plenty of sleep recently, otherwise my immune system is getting weaker.

A long awaited sentosa trip with my beloved friends, today.
it has been awhile, hopefully more friends can join us soon after their Os and As.
played volleyball, chatted, never play poker this time.
My back was burnt, super ugly. I think I need to one more trip.
we left quite early unlike in the past.
lunched/early dinner at kfc.
walked around vivo and bought our flipflops.
we decided to find a place to chill as vivo is croweded as usual.
we left vivo, walked to harbour front's coffee club.
a cosy place to chat, camwhore and read mags.
I'll upload photos soon.

I need a rest soon.

I need a machine that can erase off memory permanently.

2009-09-17T00:41:00.003+08:00

I wont let the days to count me, but I'll count the days.
there, I'll count down, 1 more day plus hour hours, results will be released
I dont know how to express my exact feelings.
It will be released in the morning, and yes, I've to wake up early on that day, not because of anticipating my results but I've to work on that day.
but the thing is, I won't view my results via online, hopefully I'll receive a sms by then.
alrights, say no more till the day arrives.

went for dental appt today, I was late for the very first time and waited for 30mins then is my turn. two dropped off, oh my.. I dont know how. separators hurts, i can feel the ache right now.
or am I finding an excuse that I cannot sleep now..?!

okay, go sleep!
good night.

2009-09-16T23:29:00.006+08:00

"It's not what you are that holds you back, it's what you think you're not."

Would you like to Marry a Rich Man?

I have same belief as the writer.

"I want to get married but I don't believe in true love."
What kind of a warp twisted world am I living in?
What kind of sick beliefs do I have?
One thing for sure, I do not believe in eternity because I believe in change.
(totally nodded my head of what she has mentioned above, but i am not excited to become a mother nor a wife)
I am more excited being a mother than being a wife.
Because you will always be a mother but you CAN be a divorcee.
Nothing last forever except for a lifetime of commitment as a mother.
So listen up when I say men don't last forever and so does his money.
Marrying to a rich dude do not help in establishing a secured finance. It actually deteriorates your self liberty and confidence.
Why so? Men who know that you depend on him for survival would do anything he wants because you, yes you woman, CANNOT survive without him.
You don't need a man to be rich or secured. You just need YOU!

You are not woman enough.

Women. We come in all sorts of form and duties. A daughter. A female. A wife. A mother.
We play many a great role, such a significant one that even the greatest thing on Earth bears our name - Mother Nature.

And women, no matter how strong we are, we get weakened by this addictive and yet sadistic noun – LOVE.

Because when you love someone, you tend to mold into that someone he loves and what he wants you to be.
It is inevitable. It is only natural, an unforeseen force.
You may have a mechanical defense and say, “Never lose yourself when you are in a relationship” but seriously now; the only reason why you call your man, The Other Half, or The Significant Other is because he MAKES the other half of you. He completes you.
He has become part of you and you part of him.
Not only because of the existence of his love in your life but because of the person you have become to suit yourself in his life and yours to his.

But humans being humans, it is never enough.

No one would remember the things you have done; everyone just wants to be better than the other – even better than the other half.
Who is more romantic, who is a better lover, who has done what more…
A competition within ourselves.
It doesn’t matter how you package yourself for the man you love, or the sacrifices you have done as a woman, wife and a mother, because there will always be that one day when your children tell you they hate you and your husband will tell you that you have changed...

To all the women in the world, note that it is only their loss to not know what they have, but if you have ever been selflessly loved and was ever accepted Just The Way You Are right from the start of courtship, please do inform me – because even Romeo had a hard time accepting the fact that Juliet was a Capulet...

And I might also have a hard time accepting the fact that such a thing called Unconditional and True Love still exists in the world in this age.

Women will always be at the losing end. When we love too much, we are called stupid. When men love too much, they are called romantics. What does that leave us to feel? Really stupid.

Women, I pay tribute to these.
Women who have performed miracles to the world, built hopes for their children and being the selfless backbones for their husbands, and above all, to all those who have given their all to the family, society and professional industry.

We can always package ourselves to be the perfect one, fulfilling the roles to be everything to everyone.

But at the end of it, if the person who matters most to you cannot see the person whom you ought to be, who you really are, who you live to be, then you have failed…Then, I have failed.

Or have we?

Somewhere out there, there will always be someone telling you that you did not try hard enough and that you are a little too pudgy.

Our legs will never be long enough. Mummy will always be too busy.

We will never be pretty enough.

But no one should ever tell us, “You are not woman enough.”

and guess, it's time for me to sleep.

2009-09-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

As you explore ways to gather strength and improve self-esteem, remember, it is not so much about what you have but who you are.

Broke Is Not Broken
Being broke is not the same as being broken, losing money is not the same as being lost, and finding your balance is not something you can do on a balance sheet.

Having Less Doesn't Mean You Are Less
Don't confuse having less with being less, having more with being more, or what you have with who you are.

Savor Life and Slow Down
When you're in a hurry, go slowly. The faster you go in life the sooner it is a blur.

Prayer Creates a New Path
Prayer creates a path where there is none and turns your stumbling blocks into building blocks.

Courage Is Not Absence of Fear
Put your faith, and not your fears, in charge. Courage isn't the absence of fears but how you wrestle with them.

Embrace the Future
If you're busy hugging the past, you can't embrace the future. Don't let the past kidnap your future.

Change Is the Only Constant
Change is the only constant. In order to take a breath, you must release your breath.

Make a Difference
Do what you can, but never forget that letting go is very different from giving up. Of all the things you can make in life, remember YOU make all the difference in your life.

Embrace Happiness
Tough times don't require you to be tough on yourself. Find the courage to embrace happiness.

You Are Great
Things don't have to be good for you to be great.

2009-09-08T22:41:00.003+08:00

a quick update. (:

sunday.
caught up with my bestie b, headed to suntec city.
town was packed with non-singaporeans esp lucky plaza, you should know why are there so many. We detest crowd and we landed at suntec, millenia walk and marina sq.
There is nothing great in singapore, thats all I could say.
I would save up and go for a trip with my friends the next time.
It's better to spend on travelling than clothings.
At last, travel around leaves a deeper fond memories than whatever piece and pieces of clothes I've.
Just before it's too late for anything. (:

monday.
affection grows. bonds is getting stronger.
I'll give my 101% in helping you guys. (:
It's tough but I'm trying till the countdown. (:
ckmon' yeah. cheers.
met up with wh at anchorpt to get her flats for work.
dinner at foodcourt.
went over to queensway sc to walk around till lk came.
bought tutu kueh which I've been in loved since I was a child. (:
Most of the shops were closing, arcade next.
played my fav pirate ship game which I just love the bonus tickets.
home sweet home after that.

tuesday.
- (can I leave it blank cos' nothing much to update)

wednesday.
09/09/09.
some fellow couples will register their marriage.
tml news will definitely update on this.

clueless, but thankfully.

2009-09-04T01:08:00.004+08:00

falls on my birthday. (:

do you believe in pure concidence?

or merely nothing to care about.

I did my part, i did my attempts.

It needs a longer time to judge if it is worthwhile.

I know,I need, or rather I MUST switch off my emo-tion's mode.

At least, I confided to someone yesterday, just a little story and a bit more to go.

but thats not all, there is a longer road ahead.

Can I just take back my words, at least won't diverse my thoughts.

when a photo is being captured, you can never capture the feel-ing.

thursday.

I watched tv for the entire day.

I cooked maggie mee for my lunch.

yoghurt and biscuits for my dinner.

holidays has just started, I'm starting to get bored.

I dont like to work though it helps me to kill time.

i shall end here cos' i've nothing to blog about.

i won't be blogging frequently though i'm having holidays.

soo there isn't a need to visit my blog that often.

2009-08-31T23:04:00.004+08:00

yw is blur?!
:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNABELLE.
we had fun cabbing and walking. :D

we went home around 1 plus.

the next day.
went back to sec sch.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
super glad cos ji lao shi rmb my name.
:D
mrs chang's son is super tanned and cool, i wonder how he is now.
must ask her the next time we go back sch. :D
Mdm lee has slimmed down, ttm.
awww. just miss sec sch days.
great.

>
caught FD4 with gavin and yw at the cathay.
and yea, 3D as well. :D
I love it though there are many bloody scenes.
The fatty guys behind us kept kicking our seats.
csi.

I'm having bad headache now.
I think I'm lacking of sleep.
Also, I drank coffeebean's nutty ice blended which i dont really like cos of the strong almond taste.
I wanted to sleep from 8 plus till now, but I simply couldn't put myself into sleep.
I'm just very tired.

beginning to fear within me.
stays apart from fear. and thats you.

2009-08-31T01:49:00.002+08:00

today we had an awesome mass cabbing and walking.
shall update in details soon. (:

i dont miss anything.

2009-08-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

Say goodbye to this semester.
I pulled myself through during this exam period
but the last paper doesnt put a smile on my face.
but I dont blame myself, cos I really dont know how to do.
I feel stupid at times, and this time, I had the same feeling.
but nevermind, all I can is over. hooray to holidays, say goodbye to exams.
The better feeling came when we saw our bstat's teacher, opl.
he waved to us and he still rmb us. (:
he is an awesome tutor, many best parts in him, his life plus love stories and also dismissing us early during lessons. but the classroom is freaky cold, I still rmb I always complain to LY that it is cold. haha, miss the times.

after cma paper, went to atrium and waited for jy to collect np's blazor
after that, we headed off to west mall.
we walked around and met NICOLE.
shes always cool. I like to joke with her. (: (:
we went to buy small bites at koufu, and chatted.
I shall study on 'friends' so that I know who is who.
anyway, we left quite early and took bus106 home.
the bus was packed though I was seated.
the whole journey was super long due to peak hour, I just cant stand it.
Alighted the bus and went to fairprice to buy ingredients for sandwich making and fruits for carrot+tomato juice.
I reached home about 8, get changed and went to jog.
came home at 830 and watched crime watch with my daddy.(:
I told him that I miss the food at toa payoh and he said we shall go eat tgt
but I'm working tml.
i wish to cancel my shift but that isn't me.
dont talk about this.

I bought cleo mag before exams but only flipped through.
but now, I've plenty of time and I shall 'study' the mag.
(: